Andrew is BROKE!

another long period passes before I blog...
life is cooling down, and I'm finding it easier to cope..

Thanks everybody for standing by me even through these times...

Last week was a random party event that Gandy hosted.. heh.. was really great, people from previous generations of AVA and the current generation got to meet each other...

but... they still made me drunk.

zZz...

I seriously do not understand why my alcohol threshold is so low... I'm probably the person with the lowest alcohol tolerance among all my friends.

things I've actually gotten seriously drunk on:

1) e-"something" wine cooler from 7-11 (1 bottle)
2) Hooch, flavored vodka cooler from Waterbar (1/2 bottle)
3) 1 SHOT OF TEQUILLA.
4) Half a pint of beer from Brewerkz
5) Choya, half a glass (approx 100ml)
6) Red wine, half a cup

Yes.

I've gotten dead drunk over these stuff. With the Tequilla giving the worst hangover in my entire life.

Some people's DNA code calls for a different, less efficient acetaldehyde dehydrogenase. This leads to a buildup of acetaldehyde after alcohol consumption, causing the alcohol flush reaction with hangover-like symptoms such as flushing, nausea, and dizziness. These people are unable to drink much alcohol before feeling sick, and are therefore less susceptible to alcoholism.^[5][6]

apparently I'm in this category...
sigh...

Oh well. Luckily I become dead drunk...

...

shucks.. recently I've been spending waaaay too much money..

This 3 months critical expenditure blowouts-
1) $60+ on grocery expenditure
2) $300 on supplements (awaiting $200 from other friends)
3) $100 on protein and DHA/EPA
4) $75 top up on BBDC drivers account
5) $85 on Kayaking course
6) $36 on Newton's Life Run
7) $140 on birthday presents
8) $160 on a restaurant
9) $60 on another four restaurants

Total Expenditure: $1016
Income from SAF: $1200
Assets: $250

Total left over less criticals: $434
Monthly Bills:
i. Transport Bill (MRT): $50 x 3 $150
ii. Transport Bill (Bus): $20 x 3 $60
iii. Transport Bill (Taxi): $50
iv. Aesthetics Expenditure: $70

Total Bills: $330

Total left over less criticals and bills: $104

Income from "Company X": $60
Income from "Company Y": $100 + $10

Total Profit on a general scale : $274

Btw. That does not count the amount that I spend eating everyday, the random stuffs I buy from Daiso etc etc.

so.. per month..

sigh.

I'm really poor ain't I..

sobz



Reedited - 31 03 2009
author's note :

Total profit on general scale : $274
LESS : Loss of passport = $120
LESS : Repair specs = $50

Recalculated profit on general scale : $154

The End of Winter

and so it ends...
my mind is more blind then it has ever been.... and my heart really feels empty...

The person I love is gone forever... and we both agreed on it.

I feel like a killer with a contract - to kill myself...

*cries*

It suddenly feels so lonely.. so very cold out there..

I've spent almost a tenth of my entire life with him, and then its just "gone"..

all the hugs, finger wrestling, poking and cuddling...
all the ruffling of hair nose to nose kisses...
all the whispers of "i love you more then anything else" ...

most of the relationships i had ended on a bad note... but I think I'm at peace, knowing that we did the best for ourselves...


he says he will fade into the shadows... back to where he came from.
i will......
i don't know... it's just so sudden..

but i think its time. its finally time to get back with God.




my hibernation is over.

I think I'm sick of blogging.
Heh.

Never thought that day would come... I knew the time would come when I'll be really too busy to blog, and neglect my blog.. but this is really unprecedented..

... I'm actually too lazy too blog...

The pasts week have taken a pretty sever toll on me.. I think its pretty much like a grinding stone...
Even the weather is topsy turvy... first the meteorological station was proclaiming January to be the driest month in ten years, then God seems to say, "oops", then it starts to rain cats and dogs everyday...

... not that I really hate the rain.. it just disrupts many of my schedules...
coz most of my free times are spend either swimming or tanning... (stop sniggering), or at the gym.

People keep asking me if I'm still a Christian, especially after the recent incidents and stuffs that happened..
I've said it, and I'll say it a million times over.
"I believe in God - the Christian God, His Son - Jesus, and The Councellor - The Holy Spirit."

I am a Christian in that aspact,
but over the months, I've realized that "what God thinks is best for us" IS NOT what makes us happy.
He doesn't care whether we are happy (presently), but rather if
i. His ultimate Will is done
ii. What is for the greater good.

I've been discussing with.. umm... a person inside, and we've came to a weird conclusion...
If everybody asked God for what they think is best for them, the world would be in abject chaos.
i.e.
Person A asks : "God, please smite this horrible DXO for me, he makes my life terrible."
Person B asks : "God, why is this happening? I just want to make amends, but its too hard for me to do so."

God cannot do both, but he can offer a central solution - such as providing a situation where both can understand each other and maybe even become friends.
- but that being so, both parties may not appreciate the push towards this solution.

God does what He thinks is best. - Not what we thinks is best.

haha... sounds ridiculous to some people I bet, but this is what I believe in, and I am sure that even some Christians would oppose our thinking, but yup, thats the way it goes.





I can breathe easier now.

Happy birthday darling, you're 21 years old already.
stop behaving like a little kid all the time k?
or I'll keep pinching your cheeks and messing up your hair..

... I love you...

*hugs tight*

o.O

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Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.